i was pretty sure that i wouldn't be able to keep this up for a year.
i am not exactly sure that i have.
- at least in the way that i was thinking when i began.
i was supposed to become more transparent on these pages.
i was striving for less ambiguity.
that, i am fairly sure, has not happened.
but here is a thought that i have been turning around:
what if it is that i actually communicate openly, honestly & sincerely
but that my being, which i attempt to express, is just inherently ambiguous?
what if it is simply that i am an ambiguous being?
i think this is a good experiment.
the experiment of mumbling into the void.
we'll see how long i can keep it up...